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My Mine
A Trey Burke Original
Crash.. Burn. It's hard to try and fix what's already been done. Sometimes all you're left with are memories that never seamed to fade and you're hunted by the face of a sad lover that once was yours. Could you walk away? Could you turn your back on the one person that protected your heart? Love is strong and when a heart beats, it beats only for one soul.

Working on the next update. 😁

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A devilish smirked danced its way on to my face as I grabbed a fistful of her hair. I could tell by the look on her face a million and one things were running through her mind. The number one thing most likely being how bad she wanted to end my life. But she wouldn’t. She…

Eight

Trey

I haven’t seen you in months, five to be exact. The changes I endured caused me to keep away from the ones I love. I couldn’t be near you, I couldn’t let you see what I’ve become. But that night, I couldn’t forget the one thing you gave me. I was reminded of why I loved you.

January 15th 2013

 Tell me how can I explain it, A love bullet went through my soul.

I stared around my small apartment as the Hennessey bottle rested permanently in my hand. So much shit has change in the course of five months that I was starting to feel like a completely different person. I mean, I am. I haven’t felt like myself in mouths. I’ve made foolish decisions that put me and many people I cared about in danger. I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror, I was afraid of the monster I’ve became. Taking a long swig from the Hennessey bottle, I looked over at my bestfriend. She was the reason I was in the mess I was in. Any problem I had, I’ll run to her. Laughing slightly I grabbed her from the couch. She was beautiful sight and I made sure to keep her chrome body clean. I caught so many bodies with her and tonight was no different. I never thought I could end a person life but over these mouths I’ve learned that I’m capable of anything.

The sound of my phone snapped me from my trance. It was either Arianna begging me to come home or Marcus. It seemed as if everyone was worried about except the one I wanted the most. I didn’t want to speak to anyone. I wanted to be left alone tonight in my own thoughts. My mind flashed back to tonight’s events. I wish I could erase all the things I’ve done lately but I knew I had to live with it.

Faint knocks filled the room causing my attention to go to the door. It was about two in the morning and I wasn’t expecting anyone to come through. The knocks continued, this time getting a little louder. I quickly sat the bottle of liquor on the floor as I stood entirely too fast causing my head to spin. My drunk was clearly taking over and knocks that were coming from the door quickly started to irritate me. Grabbing my gun I slowly made my way to the door. No one knew of this apartment but my mother so this knocking was unusual. Licking over my lips I quickly opened the door holding whoever at gunpoint. Blinking my eyes, my vision slowly became clearly as I looked at her frightened expression. Her eyes showed fear and confusion as she looked up at me. I couldn’t take my eyes off her. I could tell she wanted to say something but decided against it. I lowered my gun from her and walked away from the door. I knew she wasn’t going to leave and I knew she had millions of questions to ask me because of the little stunt that just happened. I reclaimed my seat on my couch before grabbing the blunt that rested behind my ear. A part of me wanted her to leave but another part needed her here. I could hear her closing the door and her footsteps getting closer before the seat next to me became occupied with her.

“Trey,” Her voice was calm and I could feel her eyes roaming the side of my face, but I kept my eyes on the blank tv in front of me. “Talk to me.”

I didn’t want to talk to her. Why should I talk to her? She wasn’t worried about me then why was she all of a sudden worried now?

“Baby-“

“Don’t call me that.” I stated firmly as my eyes now bore into hers. “I’m not your baby.” She didn’t say anything, she just looked at me. I hated when she looked at me like that. Once my eyes were on her I couldn’t take them off. I just watched as she let out a small breath and looked around my apartment. She wanted to say something but she was thinking on how to say it.

“What’s wrong with you?” Her eyes were back on me and her body was moving closer to mine. “Your mother is worried about you and so am I.”

“Get out my face with that bullshit Janice.” She was fill of shit. “Since when were you worried about me? I haven’t seen yo’ ass in five months and now all of a sudden you’re worried about me?!” the tone of my voice rose. I couldn’t help it. At this point all the frustration of not seeing her was coming out.

“I wanted to see you Trey but you wanted the break, remember?”

I quickly waved her off. I wasn’t trying to hear that shit. Nothing she could say could stop the rage that was going through me right now. I wanted her out of my house. She was irritating me just by her presence. Right now I didn’t care about a thing she said, I just got up and made my way to the kitchen. For a few minutes I leaned against the counter top in silence before I heard her voice.

“I always wanted you.” She stated. “This time apart made me really thing about us. I need you.”

“Why?” I asked. By now she was making her way to me.

“Because you’re mine.” Her voice came out soft as she slowly moved closer to me. “I love you.” She said.

“How I know you’re not just telling me that?”

“Because you knew I’ve been in love with you since the day we met.”

Her eyes never left me as she continued to talk.

“I’m done with the games, with the denial. I just want us together Trey.” Her fingers sloftly stroked my cheek and at that moment I knew I had her completely.

I didn’t say anything, I just leaned down and placed my lips against hers.  It just felt right. Her hand crept around my neck as mine went around her waist pulling our bodies as close as we could get. Her soft lips against mine reminded me of the many reason I was in love with her. We craved each other and no matter how much I wanted to leave her alone, I knew I couldn’t. The anger inside of me slowly melted away and was replaced by the all too familiar feeling she gave my body. I didn’t want to let her go and at this point, I was going to make love to her.

Tell me how can I explain it, A love bullet went through my soul.

 

Marcus

I knew at this point I had to get shit done myself. The plain that I had was set in motion and it was only a matter of time before everything was exposed.

January 15th 2013 

These niggas don’t know me, they act like they know me.

Smoke seeped from my mouth as I watched her pick up her clothes. Her body was a sight to see and I now know why Trey was so torn. She was beautiful in all aspects. She was my dream woman but she belonged to the wrong man. I know that at the moment she dosen’t believe that what we have is real but pretty soon she’ll see how much she’s supposed to belong to me.

 Her body slowly moved across the room as she weakly began to get dress. I could see the tears dripping down her face and that did nothing. I still got what I wanted and it wasn’t the first.

“I’m tired of you doing this to me Marcus.” She muttered. Her eyes glared into mine with a look of disgust. I didn’t understand why we must go through this every time. She wanted what I gave her.

“I only do what you allow me to.” I simply said. The tears ran more down her face. I could tell she was trying to hold herself together but it wasn’t working. I didn’t have time to sit here and watch her cry over something that’s already been done.

“I never allowed you to do anything.” She spat, venom brewing in her words. “You have done nothing but hurt me in every way.” What was she talking about? The nights we’ve shared has been nothing but bliss. I never hurt her intentionally. Clenching my fist, I did nothing but shake my head. I was over her blaming me for the things she caused. If she would’ve listened to me none of this would’ve went down how it did.

“I love you Arianna.” Rising from my seat, I began making my way to her. My anger rose the more I took her in. She was pissing me off even more at this point. The tears never left her face as she slowly began shaking her head.

“No you don’t”

“Yes I do!” By now our faces were inches from eachother. “WE love eachother. I’m so tired of you denying this shit.” Her eyes roamed everywhere but my face. I didn’t understand why she was so scared of me. Granted, ive hurt her. But she pushed me to do the things I do to her.

“You’re crazy.” She barley mumbled. My hand quickly wrapped around her throat squeezing it roughly so that she was gasping for air. I hated to be called crazy cause I wasn’t. Her fingers scratched at my wrist as I squeezed my hand around her tighter. I loved this woman but the fact that she was so hung up on Trey was enough for me to drive me nuts. I watched as she struggled for her breath and quickly unbuttoned my pants. This reminded me of the last time I seen her, the last time we conceived a new life. That thought alone was enough to make me want to kill this bitch!

These niggas don’t know me, they act like they know me.

😧😧😧 What the fuck did I read? What the hell were they doing?! Arianna seems like she’s hanging on for the wrong reasons…it’s as if she doesn’t love Trey. But it seems to be mutual. 😑😑😑😑 This nigga Marcus. On 4nem I do not like that nigga. Seriously what’s his motives? Does he have some secret hate against Trey? It seems like he’s done nothing but try to destroy him.


Trey and Arianna’s relationship is … Rocky 😕. Marcus has no motives 😳 well none that I could think of. 😂

WHERE THE FUCK IS THE UPDATE?

Anonymous

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do you know the name of the girl you use as janice?

Anonymous

Her name is Janice.

Update !

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In a min

Love the story so far, can't wait for more!


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